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Praise belongs to God whose decree none
may avert, and whose gift none may prevent. No fashioner's
fashioning is like His fashioning, and He is the Generous, the
All-embracing. He brought forth the varieties of unprecedented
creatures and perfected through His wisdom all He had fashioned.
Hidden not from Him are harbingers, nor lost with Him are deposits.
He repays every fashioner, feathers the nest of all who are content
and has mercy upon all who humble themselves. He sends down benefits
and the all-encompassing Book in radiant light. He hears
supplications, averts afflictions, raises up in degrees, and knocks
down tyrants. For there is no god other than He, nothing is equal to
Him, "Like Him there is naught, and He is the Hearing, the Seeing"
(XLII, II), the subtle, the Aware, and "He is powerful over all
things" (V, I20 etc.). O God, I make Thee my quest and bear witness
to Thy Lordship, acknowledging that Thou art my Lord and to Thee is
my return. Thou originated me by Thy blessing before I was a thing
remembered. Thou created me from dust, then gavest me a place in the
loins (of my fathers), secure from the uncertainty of Fate and the
vagaries of the ages and the years. I remained a traveller from loin
to womb in a time immemorial of past days and bygone centuries. In
Thy tenderness, bounty and goodness toward me Thou didst not send me
out into the empire of the leaders of disbelief, those who broke Thy
covenant and cried lies to Thy messengers. Rather, Thou sentest me
out to that guidance which had been foreordained for me, the way
which Thou madest easy for me and in which Thou nurtured me. And
before that Thou wert kind to me through Thy gracious fashioning and
abundant blessings. Thou originated my creation from a sperm-drop
spilled and madest me to dwell in a threefold gloom among flesh,
blood and skin. Thou gavest me not to witness my creation, nor didst
Thou entrust me with anything of my own affair. Then thou sentest me
out into the world for the guidance that had been foredained for me,
complete and unimpaired. Thou watched over me in the cradle as an
infant boy, provided me with food, wholesome milk, and turned the
hearts of the nurse-maids toward me. Thou entrusted my upbringing to
compassionate mothers, guarded me from the calamities brought by the
jinn and kept me secure from excess and lack. High art Thou, O
Merciful! O Compassionate! Then when I began to utter speech Thou
completed for me Thy abundant blessings. Thou nurtured me more and
more each year until, when my nature was perfected and my strength
balanced, Thou madest Thy argument encumbent upon me by inspiring me
with knowledge of Thee, awing me with the marvels of Thy wisdom,
awakening me to the wonders of Thy creation which Thou hadst
multiplied in Thy Heaven and Thy earth, and instructing me in Thy
thanks and remembrance. Thou madest encumbent upon me Thy obedience
and worship, madest me to understand what Thy messengers had brought
and madest easy for me the acceptance of Thy good pleasure. Thou
wast gracious to me in all of this, through Thy succour and
kindness. Then, since Thou created me from the best soil, Thou wert
not satisfied, my God, that I should have one blessing without
another. Thou provided me with varieties of sustenance and kinds of
garments and Thy tremendous, most tremendous, graciousness to me and
Thy eternal goodness toward me. And finally, when Thou hadst
completed for me every blessing and turned away from me all
misfortunes, Thou wert not prevented by my ignorance and audacity
from guiding me toward that which would bring me nigh to Thee or
from giving me success in that which would bring me close to Thee.
For if I prayed to Thee Thou answered, if I asked of Thee Thou
gavest, if I obeyed Thee Thou showed Thy gratitude, and if I thanked
Thee Thou gavest me more. All of that was to perfect Thy blessings
upon me and Thy goodness toward me. So glory be to Thee; Glory be to
Thee, who are Producer and Reproducer, Laudable, Glorious. Holy are
Thy Names and tremendous Thy bounties. So which of Thy blessings, my
God, can I enumerate by counting and mentioning? For which of Thy
gifts am I able to give thanks? Since they, O Lord, are more than
reckoners can count or those who entrust to memory can attain by
knowledge. But the affliction and hardship, O God, that Thou turned
and averted from me is more than the health and happiness that came
to me. And I witness, my God, by the truth of my faith, the knotted
resolutions of my certainty, my pure and unadulterated profession of
Unity, the hidden inwardness of my consciousness, the places to
which the streams of light of my eyes are attached, the lines on my
forehead's surface, the openings for my breath's channels, the parts
of my nose's soft point, the paths of my ears' canals, what my lips
close upon and compress, the movements of my tongue in speaking, the
joint at the back of my mouth and jaw, the sockets of my molar
teeth, the place where I swallow my food and drink, that which bears
my brain, the hollow passages of my neck's fibers, that which is
contained in my breast's cavity, the carriers of my aorta, the
places where my heart's curtain is attached, the small pieces of
flesh around my liver, that which the ribs of my sides encompass,
the sockets of my joints, the contraction of my members, the tips of
my fingers, my flesh, my blood, my hair, my skin, my nerves, my
windpipe, my bones, my brain, my veins, and all of my members, what
was knitted upon them in the days when I was a suckling baby, what
the earth has taken away from me, my sleep, my waking, my being
still, and the movements of my bowing and prostrating, that had I
taken pains and had I striven for the duration of the epochs and
ages were my life to be extended through them to deliver thanks for
one of Thy blessings, I would not have been able to do so, except by
Thy grace, which alone makes encumbent upon me never-ending and ever
renewed gratitude to Thee, and fresh and ever present praise.
Indeed, and were I and the reckoners among Thy creatures ever so
eager to calculate the extent of Thy bestowal of blessings, whether
past or approaching, we would fail to encompass it through numbers
or to calculate its boundaries. Never how could it ever be done! For
Thou announcest in Thy eloquent Book and truthful Tiding, "And if
you count God's blessing, you will never number it" (XIV, 34). Thy
Book, O God, Thy Message, has spoken the truth! And Thy prophets and
messengers delivered Thy revelation that Thou hadst sent down upon
them and the religion that Thou hadst promulgated for them and
through them. And I witness, my God, by my effort, my diligence, and
the extent of my obedience and my capacity, and I say as a believer
possessing certainty, "Praise belongs to God, who has not taken to
Him a son" that He might have an heir, "and who has not any
associate in His dominion" who might oppose Him in what He creates,
"nor any protector out of humbleness" (XVII, III) who would aid Him
in what He fashions. So glory be to Him, glory be to Him! "Why, were
there gods in earth and heaven other than God, they would surely go
to ruin" (XXI, 22) and be rent. Glory be to God, the Unique, the
One, "the Everlasting Refuge" who "has not begotten, nor has He been
begotten, and equal to Him there is none" (CXII, 2-4). Praise
belongs to God, praise equal to the praise of the angels stationed
near to Him and the prophets sent by Him. And God bless His elect,
Muhammad, the Seal of the Prophets, and his virtuous, pure and
sincere household, and give them peace. Then he began to supplicate.
He occupied himself with prayer as tears ran from his blessed eyes.
Then he said: O God, cause me to fear Thee as if I were seeing Thee,
give me felicity through piety toward Thee, make me not wretched by
disobedience toward Thee, choose the best for me by Thy decree (qadha')
and bless me by Thy determination (qadar), that I may love not the
hastening of what Thou hast delayed, nor the delaying of what Thou
hast hastened. O God, appoint for me sufficiency in my soul,
certainty in my heart, sincerity in my action, light in my eyes, and
insight in my religion. Give me enjoyment of my bodily members, make
my hearing and my seeing my two inheritors, help me against him who
wrongs me, show me in him my revenge and my desires, and console
thereby my eyes. O God, remove my affliction, veil my defects,
forgive my offence, drive away my Satan, dissolve my debt, and give
me, my God, the highest degree in the world to come and in this
world. O God, to Thee belongs the praise, just as Thou created me
and made me to hear and to see; and to Thee belongs the praise, just
as Thou created me and made me a creature unimpaired as a mercy to
me, while Thou hadst no need of my creation. My Lord, since Thou
created me and then made straight my nature; my Lord, since Thou
caused me to grow and made good my shape; my Lord, since Thou didst
good to me and gavest me well-being in my soul; my Lord, since Thou
preserved me and gavest me success; my Lord, since Thou blessed me
and then guided me; my Lord, since Thou chosest me and gavest me of
every good; my Lord, since Thou gavest me to eat and drink; my Lord,
since Thou enriched me and contented me; my Lord, since Thou aided
me and exalted me; my Lord, since Thou dothed me with Thy pure
covering and smoothed the way for me by Thy sufficient fashioning:
Bless Muhammad and the household of Muhammad, aid me against the
misfortunes of time and the calamities of nights and days, deliver
me from the terrors of this world and the torments of the world to
come and spare me from the evil of that which the evildoers do in
the earth. O God, as for what I fear, spare me from it, and as for
what I seek to avoid, guard me against it. in my soul and my
religion watch over me, in my travelling protect me, in my family
and my property appoint for me a successor, in what Thou hast
provided for me bless me, in my soul humble me, in the eyes of men
magnify me, from the evil of jinn and men preserve me, for my sins
disgrace me not, for my inward secrets shame me not, for my action
try me not, of Thy blessings deprive me not and to other than Thee
entrust me not. My God, to whom wouldst Thou entrust me? To a
relative? He would cut me off. Or to a stranger? He would look at me
with displeasure. Or to those who act toward me with arrogance? But
Thou art my Lord and the sovereign over my affair. I would complain
to Thee of my exile and the remoteness of my abode, and that he whom
Thou hast made sovereign over me despises me. My God, so cause not
Thy wrath to alight upon me. If Thou becomest not wrathful with me I
will have no care, glory be to Thee But Thy protection is more
embracing. So I ask Thee, O Lord, by the Light of Thy Face by which
the earth and the heavens are illuminated, shadows are removed, and
the affairs of the ancients and the later folks are set aright, not
to cause me to die when Thy wrath is upon me, nor to send down upon
me Thy anger. The pleasure is Thine The pleasure is Thine, to be
satisfied with me before that. There is no god but Thou, Lord of the
Holy Land, the Sacred Monument, and the Ancient House, upon which
Thou caused blessing to descend and which Thou madest a sanctuary
for mankind. O He who pardons the greatest sins by His clemency! O
He who lavishes blessings by His bounty! O He who gives abundance by
His generosity! O Sustenance to me in my adversity! O Companion to
me in my solitude! O Aid to me in my affliction! O Benefactor to me
in my blessing! O my God and God of my fathers, Abraham, Ishmael,
Isaac and Jacob! Lord of Gabriel, Michael and Israfil! Lord of
Muhammad, the Seal of the Prophets, and his household, the chosen
ones! Revealer of the Torah, the Gospel, the Psalms and the
Criterion, and Sender down of Kaf Ha' Ya' Ayn Sad, Ta' Ha', Ya' Sin,
and the Wise Quran! Thou art my cave (of refuge) when the roads for
all their amplitude constrict me and the land for all its breadth is
strait for me. If not for Thy mercy, I would have been among the
perishing, and Thou annullest my slip. If not for Thy covering me, I
would have been among the disgraced, and Thou confirmest me with
help against my enemies. And if not for Thy helping me, I would have
been among those overcome. O He who appropriated loftiness and
exaltation to Himself, so His friends (awliya') are mighty through
His might! O He before whom kings place the yoke of abasement around
their necks, for they fear His overwhelming power! "He knows the
treachery of the eyes and what the breasts conceal" (XL,19) and the
unseen brought by time and fate. O He about whom none knows how He
is but He! O He about whom none knows what He is but He! O He whom
none knows but He! O He who squeezed the earth onto the water and
held back the air with the sky! O He to whom belong the noblest
Names! O He who possesses kindness, which will never be cut off! O
He who assigned the cavalcade to Joseph in the barren land, brought
him out of the well and made him a king after slavery! O He who
returned him to Jacob after "his eyes were whitened with sorrow that
he was suppressing" (XII, 84) O He who removed affliction and
tribulation from Job and restrained Abraham's hands from the
sacrifice of his son after he had reached old age and his life had
passed by! O He who answered the prayer of Zachariah and bestowed
upon him John, not leaving him childless and alone! O He who brought
Jonah out from the stomach of the fish! O He who parted the sea for
the Children of Israel, then saved them and drowned Pharoah and his
hosts! O He who sends winds heralding His mercy! O He who does not
hurry (to act) against those of His creatures who disobey Him! O He
who rescued the sorcerers after (their) long denial! They had early
benefitted from His blessing, eating His provision and worshipping
other than Him; they had opposed, denied and cried lies to His
messengers. O God! O God! O Beginner, O Creator with no compeer! O
Everlasting who has no end! O Living when nothing was alive! O
Quickener of the dead! O "He Who is aware of the deserts of every
soul" (XIII,33)! O He toward whom my gratitude was little, yet He
deprived me not! My transgression was great, yet He disgraced me
not! He saw me committing acts of disobedience, yet he made me not
notorious! O He who watched over me in childhood! O He who provided
for me in my adulthood! O He whose favors toward me cannot be
reckoned and whose blessings cannot be repaid! O He who has
confronted me with the good and the fair, and I have confronted Him
with evil and disobedience in return! O He who led me to faith
before I had come to know gratitude for His gracious bestowal O He
upon whom I called when I was sick and He healed me, when naked and
He clothed me, when hungry and He satisfied me, when thirsty and He
gave me to drink, when abased and He exalted me, when ignorant and
He gave me knowledge, when alone and He increased my number, when
away and He returned me, when empty-handed and He enriched me, when
in need of help and He helped me, and when rich and He took not from
me. I refrained from (calling upon Thee in) all of that and Thou
caused me to begin (to call). Thine are the praise and the
gratitude! O He who overlooked my slip, relieved my distress, heard
my prayer, covered my defects, forgave my sins, caused me to reach
my desire, and helped me against my enemy! If I were to count Thy
blessings, favors and generous acts of kindness I would not be able
to reckon them. O my Protector! Thou art He who was gracious, Thou
art He who blessed, Thou art He who worked good, Thou art He who was
kind, Thou art He who was bounteous, Thou art He who perfected, Thou
art He who provided, Thou art He who gave success, Thou art He who
bestowed, Thou art He who enriched, Thou art He who contented, Thou
art He who sheltered, Thou art He who sufficed, Thou art He who
guided, Thou art He who preserved (from sin), Thou art He who
covered (my sins), Thou art He who forgave, Thou art He who
overlooked, Thou art He who established (in the earth), Thou art He
who exalted, Thou art He who aided, Thou art He who supported, Thou
art He who confirmed, Thou art He who helped, Thou art He who
healed, Thou art He who gave well-being, Thou art He who honored -
blessed art Thou and high exalted! So Thine is the praise
everlastingly, and Thine is gratitude enduringly and forever! Then
I, my God, confess my sins, so forgive me for them. I am he who did
evil, I am he who made mistakes, I am he who purposed (to sin), I am
he who was ignorant, I am he who was heedless, I am he who was
negligent, I am he who relied (upon other than Thee), I am he who
premeditated, I am he who promised, I am he who went back on his
word, I am he who confessed (my sins) and I am he who acknowledged
Thy blessings upon me and with me and then returned to my sins. So
forgive me for them, O He who is not harmed by the sins of His
servants nor needs He their obedience. He gives success through His
aid and His mercy to whomsoever of them works righteousness. So
praise belongs to Thee, My God and My Lord! My God, Thou commanded
me and I disobeyed and Thou forbade me and I committed what Thou
hadst forbidden. I became such that I neither possessed any of
guiltlessness that I might ask forgiveness nor any power that I
might be helped. Then by what means shall I turn toward Thee, O my
Protector!? What, by my ears? Or my eyes? Or my tongue? Or my hand?
Or my leg? Are not all of them Thy blessings given to me? And with
all of them I disobey Thee, O my Protector! Thine is the argument
and the means against me. O He who veiled me (my sins) from fathers
and mothers lest they drive me away, from relatives and brothers
lest they rebuke me, and from kings lest they punish me! If they had
seen, O my Protector, what Thou hast seen from me, they would not
have given me respite, they would have abandoned me and cut me off.
So here I am, O my God, before Thee O Lord, humbled, abased,
constrained, despised, neither possessing guiltlessness that I might
ask forgiveness nor possessing power that I might be helped. There
is no argument with which I might argue, nor can I say I committed
not (sins) and worked not evil. And denial, were I to deny-my
Protector-could hardly profit me. How could it ever do that? For all
of my members are witness against me for what I have done. And I
acted with certainty and without ana doubt that Thou wilt ask me
about great affairs, and that Thou art the equitable Judge who does
no wrong. Thy justice is deadly for me and I flee from Thy every
just act. If thou chastisest me, O my God, it is for my sins after
Thy argument against me; and if Thou pardonest me, it is by Thy
clemency, generosity and kindness. "There is no god but Thou, glory
be to Thee l Truly I am one of the wrong-doers" (XXI, 87). There is
no god but Thou, glory be to Thee! Truly I am one of those who pray
forgiveness. There is no god but Thou, glory be to Thee I Truly I am
one of those who profess Thy Unity. There is no god but Thou, glory
be to Thee! Truly I am one of the fearful. There is no god but Thou,
glory be to Thee I Truly I am one of those who are afraid. There is
no god but Thou, glory be to Thee! Truly I am one of the hopeful.
There is no god but Thou, glornot ny be to Thee! Truly I am one of
those who yearn. There is no god but Thou, glory be to Thee! Truly I
am one of those who say "There is no god but Thou". There is no god
but Thou, glory be to Thee! Truly I am one of the petitioners. There
is no god but Thou, glory be to Thee! Truly I am one of the
glorifiers. There is no god but Thou, glory be to Thee! Truly I am
one of those who magnify. There is no god but Thou, glory be to
Thee, my Lord, and the Lord of my fathers, the ancients! My God,
this is my praise of Thee exalting Thy majesty, my sincerity in
remembering Thee by professing Thy Unity, and my acknowledgment of
Thy bounties by enumeration, even though I acknowledge that I cannot
reckon them for their multitude, their abundance, their manifestness
and their existence from ancient times until a present in which Thou
hast never ceased to care for me through them from when Thou created
me and brought me into existence in the beginning of (my) life, by
enriching from poverty, relieving affliction, bringing ease,
removing hardship, dispelling distress, and (giving me) well-being
in body and soundness in religion. Were all the world's inhabitants,
both the ancients and the later folk, to assist me in attempting to
mention Thy blessing, I would not be able, nor would they, to do so.
Holy art Thou and high exalted, a generous, mighty, merciful Lord.
Thy bounties cannot be reckoned, nor Thy praise accomplished, nor
Thy blessings repaid. Bless Muhammad and the household of Muhammad,
complete Thy blessings upon us and aid us in Thy obedience. Glory be
to Thee! There is no god but Thou. O God, truly Thou hearest the
destitute, removest the evil, succourest the afflicted, healest the
sick, enrichest the poor, mendest the broken, hast mercy upon the
young and helpest the old. There is no Support other than Thee and
none powerful over Thee. And Thou art the Sublime, the Great. O
Freer of the prisoner in irons! O Provider of the infant child O
Protection of the frightened refugee! O He who has no associate and
no assistant! Bless Muhammad and the household of Muhammad, and give
me this evening the best of what Thou hast given to and bestowed
upon any of Thy servants, whether a blessing Thou assignest, a
bounty Thou renewest, a trial Thou avertest, an affliction Thou
removest, a prayer Thou hearest, a good deed Thou acceptest or an
evil deed Thou overlookest. Truly Thou art gracious, Aware of what
Thou wilt, and Powerful over all things! O God, truly Thou art the
nearest of those who are called, the swiftest of those who answer,
the most generous of those who pardon, the most openhanded of those
who give and the most hearing of those who are asked of. O Merciful
and Compassionate in this world and the next! Like Thee none is
asked of; and other than Thee none is hoped for. I prayed to Thee
and Thou answered me, I asked of Thee and Thou gavest to me, I set
Thee as my quest and Thou hadst mercy upon me, I depended upon Thee
and Thou delivered me, I took refuge with Thee and Thou sufficed me,
O God, so bless Muhammad, Thy servant, messenger and prophet, and
his good and pure household, all of them. And complete Thy blessings
upon us, gladden us with Thy gift and inscribe us as those who thank
Thee and remember Thy bounties. Amen, amen, O Lord of all beings! O
God, O He who owned and then was all-powerful, was all-powerful and
then subjected, was disobeyed and then veiled (the sin of
disobedience), and was prayed forgiveness and then forgave. O Goal
of yearning seekers and utmost Wish of the hopeful! O He who
"encompasses everything in knowledge" (LXV,12) and embraces those
who seek pardon in tenderness, mercy and clemency! O God, truly we
turn towards Thee this evening, which Thou honored and glorified
through Muhammad, Thy prophet and messenger, the elect of Thy
creation, the faithful guardian of Thy-revelation which bears good
tidings and warning and which is the light-giving lamp which Thou
gavest to those who surrender (al-muslimin) and appointed as a mercy
to the world's inhabitants. O God, so bless Muhammad and the
household of Muhammad, just as Muhammad is worthy of that from Thee,
O Sublime! So bless him and his elect, good and pure household, all
of them, and encompass us in Thy pardon, for to Thee cry voices in
diverse languages. So appoint for us a share this evening, O God, of
every good which Thou dividest among Thy servants, every light by
which Thou guidest, every mercy which Thou spreadest, every blessing
which Thou sendest down, every well-being with which Thou clothest
and every provision which Thou outspreadest. O Most merciful of the
merciful! O God, transform us now into men successful, triumphant,
pious, and prosperous. Set us not among those who despair, empty us
not of Thy mercy, deprive us not of that bounty of Thine for which
we hope, and set us not among those deprived of Thy mercy, nor those
who despair of the bounty of Thy gift for which we hope. Reject us
not with the disappointed, nor those driven from Thy door. O Most
Magnanimous of the most magnanimous ! O Most Generous of the most
generous! Toward Thee we have turned having sure faith, repairing to
and bound for Thy Sacred House. So help is with our holy rites,
perfect for us our pilgrimage, pardon us, and give us well-being,
for we have extended toward Thee our hands and they are branded with
the abasement of confession. O God, so give us this evening what we
have asked of Thee and suffice us in that in which we have prayed
Thee to suffice us, for there is none to suffice us apart from Thee
and we have no lord other than Thee. Put into effect concerning us
is Thy decision, encompassing us is Thy knowledge and just for us is
Thy decree. Decree for us the good and place us among the people of
the good! O God make encumbent upon us through Thy magnanimity the
mightiest wage, the most generous treasure and the lastingness of
ease. Forgive us our sins, all of them, destroy us not with those
who perish, and turn not Thy tenderness and mercy away from us, O
Most Merciful of the merciful! O God, place us in this hour among
those who ask of Thee and to whom Thou givest, who thank Thee and
whom Thou increasest, who turn to Thee in repentance and whom Thou
acceptest and who renounce all of their sins before Thee and whom
Thou forgivest, O Lord of majesty and splendor! O God, purify us,
show us the right way and accept our entreaty. O Best of those from
whom is asked! And O Most Merciful of those whose mercy is sought! O
He from whom is not hidden the eyelids' winking, the eyes' glancing,
that which rests in the concealed, and that which is enfolded in
hearts' hidden secrets I What, has not all of that been reckoned in
Thy knowledge and embraced by Thy clemency? Glory be to Thee and
high indeed art Thou exalted above what the evil-doers say! The
seven heavens and the earths and all that is therein praise Thee,
and there is not a thing but hymns Thy praise. So Thine is the
praise, the glory and the exaltation of majesty, O Lord of majesty
and splendor, of bounty and blessing and of great favor! And Thou
art the Magnanimous, the Generous, the Tender, the Compassionate. O
God, give me amply of Thy lawful provision, bestow upon me
well-being in my body and my religion, make me safe from fear and
deliver me from the Fire. O God, devise not against me, lead me not
on step by step, trick me not and avert from me the evil of the
ungodly among jinn and men.
Then he lifted his head and eyes toward Heaven. Tears were flowing
from his blessed eyes as if they were two waterskins, and he said in
a loud voice:
O Most Hearing of those who hear! O Most Seeing of those who behold!
O Swiftest of reckoners! O Most Merciful of the merciful! Bless
Muhammad and the household of Muhammad, the chiefs, the fortunate.
And, I ask of Thee, O God, my need. If Thou grantest it to me, what
Thou holdest back from me will cause me no harm; and if Thou holdest
it back from me, what Thou grantest me will not profit me. I ask
Thee to deliver Irse from the Fire. There is no god but Thou alone,
Thou hast no associate. Thine is the dominion, and Thine is the
praise, and Thou art powerful over everything. O my Lord! O my Lord!
Then he said "O my Lord" over and over
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